A Fine Day :p

Yeah...is weekend again. Today is a fine day(except felt sleepy at class..haha), i went to sch like normal. Actually i m quite nervous when the Inggeris teacher came to my class coz we were goin to present our topic in front of the class. He entered the class holding something in his hand.Oh it was our name tag. After distribute to everyone, he went out of the class. Wat a release for me!! After a while we heard the bell ringing non-stop. Is the fire escape practise.....so we walk down to the field and the monitor start counting the number of student. So i managed to escape the presentation this week.
After sch, We gathered at the multimedia room for AGM. At the AGM they will announce the new board for next year. Congatulation to those who get the post especially my best fren Sue. After the meeting, my bro was there waiting 4 me....so touching.
I drove the manual car to the shop for lunch( damn scare). after that i went to search for music class. I hope could play at least a type of music instrument. So i choose to learn guitar......looking forward to attend the class.

Against the Law

Wow...today i drove my mum car to sch(is my 1st time to drive this car alone)..It was so cool. It's too big n expensive for a student like me to drive a camry. I have no choice but to drive coz there are not car for me to drive to sch.
I woke up like daily, then i dressed up..when i went down and i saw the clock hangging on the wall, Oh god i m late. So i packed up my bag and tuperware then get into the car in a hurry. In fact, i m quite nervous and excited to drive this car. I m safe still sch gate. Then i walked in to class like normal.
At about 9 a.m., i found out that i din bring my wallet to sch..That's mean i din bring my license along with me too..Luckily dun have any police around this morning. So i quickily contact my parent so that they could send my wallet to sch. Thanks to my dad...he is so kind to bring it to me....muacks

I m Here again........

After 5 days , i have learned a lot about the real life. Firstly, I m not suppost to be too kind to ppl coz they won't appreciate it. the best way is pretent quiet and stupid ppl ( maybe they always look me as stupid) Secondly, dun border about others business. This i m always too curious about others' life or i just like to share my experience with my friends...recently i found out that they actually dun like to listen what i m trying to say. Fine..from now onward i will be a quite person. Thirdly, works as hard as possible so that ppl won't look down at you. Now, my friend always dun border what i said to them coz thay will that i m not clever, what i have said is all rubbish.

Today i din bring my Bio book to class. So i just took out some paper and started drawing there. As i m drawing there i din even listening to what was the teacher talking about.( actually i can share the book from the student beside me but...she scolded me earlier so i m still angry) I won't waste my time there. I planned my time table there...so i have try hard to follow how the time table had planned. Hope i will use my time wisely......:p

My First Post

Hi..this is my 1st post here. i felt sad this few days. dunno y?? i just felt like wan to hit or bit someone..luckily i could still control my emotion in front of ppl. i tried punching the sand bag which was hanging down there to release my anger or sadness. i have tried very hard to make myself happier a bit.
OK. i will try to resolve my probelm here....

1. i feel lonely in this world (nobody will feel my present)
2. F6 life is to heavy 4 me (actually i m quite regret 4 not study in college)
3. i feel lazy to talk to my parent coz when i always talk to them, they acted like dun bother to listen
4. besides my parent, my frens aso din quite listen or trust me ( maybe i talk too many nonsense n i can't keep a secret)
5. lazy to do my hw then end up can't sleep well at night

Sometimes, i talk to my family about things happened to me at sch, i do this is becoz i could share my things with them and they will know more about me. but i felt very disappointed whenever i asked them wether they are listening what m i saying, they said " NO". Omg, to who m i talking to. The conclusion is i better type it out here.

At sch, i think many ppl will not talk to me...unless i start the topic 1st....but y?? i m the 1 who have to find topic..won't they feel lonely or boring if i din open a topic to chat? M i a failure in social life?? i have tried very hard to learn how to become a friendly person...but end up i m the 1 who introduce frens to others ppl. For example i have known 1 fren from primary sch, then i introduce her to another fren. In the end relationship between them are better than me.....but i knew them longer............WHY???? Is becoz i m not pretty?? i won't deny my frens are all very pretty...but i m very sincerely wan to make fren wif them.

About my sch life, i m a very normal and unpopular student in student...not many students know me in sch after i have been there for 5 years. Maybe i m not as active as others does. i should have been the activist from the day i entered secondary sch.

Haha after typing all this ..i feel better now. After all i can't think of others problem surrounded me.....hehe..i m a normal girl again. YEAH...Gambateh