Monday, October 30, 2006

Dad's Birthday

Happy birthday to daddy..
Although this event had passed but still wan to write sth about it...
If not u all will dunno wat happened to those cakes..



Yeah!!! happy family ...but wait, where is my big bro??

He's the camera man..nvm la.
the next he will be in.



There's he go..my big bro, trying to make funny expression...


Many ppl asked me where goes the other smaller cake..

The answer is i gave it to a fren..as a belated birthday cake...haha althought it is quite late liao but i think she a so happy to receive gua....Izzit??

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Finally...

Yeah!!! My Strawberry Almond American Chocolate Cake is ready to be serve..haha
The name of the cake izzit too long?? Well it just the ingredient that i used to make the cake..

Strawberries + Chocolate Fudge is a good combination...Here is my strawberry almond american chocolate cake...haha
One bigger & One smaller de...cute??
Yeah...the 'sifu' is here..promoting her product..

Those interested in my products are always welcome to place ur order.
Hotline : 012-6818501 (Lilian)

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Processing.....choc cake

I m baking a chocolate cake for my dearest dad who was borned on 30oct. Hmm...althought i have finished the process for the choc sponge, i can't decide wat to do wif the topping & decoration. There are two choice..either American Chocolate cake or Black Forest cake. Haiz..both aso nice gua.. Now still baking still dunno success or not tiem the sponge..wat if it come out like liquid or solid like rock. i m sure my family will feel disapointed wif me..haha After spending so much money for me to attend baking course.......

I still lack of experience in baking. So i hope i could find a job which related to baking or cooking. It will sure gain my experience..haha...but i m lazyy to work wo..Is there any others option?? NO

K la...just come n type sth..go down to see my cake la.....

Between Lucky & Unlucky

Well...overall, today i m quite boring at home. I woke up early in the morning(10sth la...consider early lo hor??) then follow my mum to Giant n bought some daily product then straight away went to Jabatan Imigrasi to collect my passport. O...here comes my bad luck situation. 1st the air-condition there broke out. Inside there was damn hot..until many ppl were standing outside just to get some fresh air. 2nd, i have to wait almost 2 hours just to collect my passport. Can't they give it out faster.

Ok there's was the 1st part. The second part, i was planing to play badminton wif my frens be4 5pm coz it will be cheaper. Aihs..i got home about 5sth so got to change my plan liao. Then at my mind i always wish to go swimming wif my frens. When i just about to call my frens, the rain starts dropping. O...in the end i just have to on9. But lucky i can go out tonight..haha will not on9 at home la.

At 7sth, i get myself prepared then drive to eun's hse n fetch her to cirtus park. At there we round n round to find a car park...of coz we found one...hehe then we met her frens at the mamak there.Then i start to call frens out to accompany me as i m not close to eun's frens..haha. Lucky me they came out..we chit-chat there n her frens treat us the drinks..haha

Here is the UNLUCKY part liao la...i can't start my car...SHIT!!! i think big probablility is my fault. I din turn off the car light. So my car lack of battery charge to start. i have no choose but to call my bro to 'save' me. Yan n me standing beside my car waiting for my bro...suddenly a india man looking at us in a weird attitude. i was damn scare at that time...coz i met be4 'see ghost aso scare black adi' then we go inside the car n lock the door in the speed of light...haha.. After a long n patient wait, finally my bro arrive..phew, wat a release for me.

Then he connect his car battery to mine using a cable, and wif once try my car enjin started adi..yeah.. all back to normal liao..then i fetch eun home and the next thing i was sitting here updating my blog...haha.......Lucky & Unlucky day for me

Monday, October 23, 2006

考完试了!!!万岁

假期到了!!! 原本我将会飞到澳门, 但是没有护照而取消了。。咳。
幸好这几天我没有白过,我去了满多地方。

话不多说,看照片吧。。。



第一天
星期五,当其他学生都在念书时,我们却在 Piramid 溜冰...哈哈。当天雯茵和静娴在我家集合,然后由可怜的我驾车去。大合照(静娴,我,联颖,雯茵和梦雨)每个都是美人, 除了本小姐。
本小姐,静娴和联颖在溜冰场。


梦雨也是其中一位嘉宾。(老朋友,但很少合照)

我玩得很开心。。因为我是唯一一次没有跌倒的。
可怜的静娴却被我害惨了,我害她跌了两次。对不起!!
不过我的脚依然是很痛, 需要休息一段时间才行。

I m Coming Cameron!!!

Yeah....i m goin cameron very very soon!!!! now still preparing the cloths, a little food and drinks.....etc. erm.. i think the others are on their way liao & i m still blogging here..haha. i hope wif my bro car skill, we manage to catch up wif them. Wait for u all there.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

F.I.S.H.....愚

昨天是我在中学时最‘’的一次,
’可以代表没脸;也可以代表愚蠢
一直以来我都以为我能很好的控制我的情绪,
想不到我既然是那么的脆弱,
理智的我到底去了那里? 
竟然轻易的在朋友面前落泪。
难看死了!!!我要怎样面对他们?

愚蠢
怎么我会那么愚蠢??
容易相信他人的话,
还是我是那么的单纯。
我一直信任的朋友。。。

人不经一事不长一智
这次就当作是成长过程的经验。 


Saturday, September 16, 2006

Lovely Saturday

I woke up at 7 sth myself..without an alarm(very seldom i will do this) then i refresh myself and get ready to a Carnival. Annabelle invited me to the Carnival..Unfortunenately eun is not free..so i went with Esther. To avoid i have a nickname '迟到大王' i try my best to be punctual this time..hehe This time i am not the lastest de....As we reached there the 1st thing to do..sure call Annabelle la...then she asked us to have our breakfast 1st..coz she was on duty... i met Anna there with her family. She is so cute..ahha..i ate curry laksa+ ice kacang there..the food was not bad. But the asam laksa was too spicy for esther n siow shen. They were sweating while 'enjoying' it ..haha funny

Erm...is a big scale carnival not as wat i aspect at 1st....haha..i spend quite a lots there. I think i m goin to thrift the next few weeks liao..can't go enjoy mu lunch or nyam cha with frens to cover back wat i have spend...but it's for charity de mar..haha suffer a bit is ok for me...Waa..act like very generous person.

Around 11sth i went back..In the end Annabelle still on duty there..so just said bye bye to her..i have bought some food back for my family + my sisters birthday's present..althought it is not very expensive but it is my sincere la...

I feel very dizzy and sleepy after i reach home at 1230pm..so i have a sweet long nap until 3.15pm. If i could nap everyday, my life would become better..haha..ZzzZZzzZZ

Friday, September 15, 2006

TiRaMisuu

Friday again...let's talk about this week. Erm...my mood in this week is quite good:) but there are still a fraction of time in sch i am not in a good mood..dunno y...maybe is hormon unstable gua..hehe..but i still manage to overcome it..luckily. There are sometimes i keep quite alone pretending very serious in class but actually i m balancing my emotion..i just can't figure it out y??? nobody made me angry or sad...my mood shouldn't be bad..(小部分时间而已)。Overall is ok de..
I have been driving my mum's car- toyota camry to sch this few weeks..actually i would prefer driving proton wira to sch coz i afraid other student's will think i m showing off...hehe..but of coz auto-car is better than manual-car...if driving in city..exspecially i m from puchong...always caught in a traffic jam...Haiz...wondering when i could own a car(cheap cheap aso can).

I was having lunch at citrus park with carm today. After sch i drove her home to change her uniform..coz we were goin to make a tiramisu cake at my house (I am the Si Fu..teaching carm...开玩笑啊!!!)I spent about RM18 in a thai style restaurant-WAT a WASTE. The food there is just average or consider just passed my level. Next time won't go there again.

After that we head back to my lovely house. Carm was busying searching for the tiramisu cheesecake's recipe while i m enjoying my bath. Then we went to buy those ingredients. The next thing we do are to prepare those needed ingredients. In the process i try to teach carm some baking tips..hope she gets it.

At about 5sth eun n sue reached my house..Eun wanted to try out her brand new electrical guitar..hehe..very nice n expansive guitar. Unfortunatelly she still a beginner so she can't present those cool tricks. Nvm la..NExt time sure very 'ying' de..And Sue, she actually wan to sing k but i m too busy to set up my laptop for her..Sorry ar!!! Next time sure can de...

We+ Ly have our dinner at Station 1 Cafe..割扒wo...1st time le..quite fun there..讲了些冷笑话:p

Is time to eat tiramisu....At 1st i was very scare it will be very sweet but luckily it turned out prefect...at my level la..maybe some 高手 din think it is nice la

Friday, September 01, 2006

Life in The August Sch Break :p

Let's talk about Monday, i wake up like normal. My normal mean after 10sth in the morning(not night..hehe). then have breakfast+lunch together with my family. At around 1.30pm, i dragged my mum go for shopping at Tesco to fill in ur household supplies and foodstuff. I planned to bake cookies too..coz i m goin to meet my frens tonight..so i would like to bake some Lilian's made cookies for them. In order to bake cookies, i walked around the supermarket to get those ingredient i need. After purchased, we walked along the shops. Suddenly a young salesman geive us a free mug just becoz we have bought things for Tesco. For sure we will accept it. Later on he asked us to openned up a voucher which come together in the mug. So we fulfill his instruction and opened it up. Suprisingly we got a limited package voucher...if we paid 2,000++, we will get 6000++ stuff. This has attracted my mum, coz inside the 6000++ stuff, she has a desire for getting a termo pot and a set of pots. Lastly, my mum used her credit card and bought them. haiz.. Now my kitchen was full of pots. I reached home at about 6sth..i dun have time to bake my cookies liao..just wan to said ''my fren 你没有口服''.

At night i m goin to fetch one of my fren-Annabelle. But i was late so Eun help me to fetch her...haiz..Eun was so disapointed or rather angry with me. The whole night she was like 针对 me. I just have to said sorry ..i will 守时 next time..Pls forgive me...i know u ady forgave me de...muacks

wow, my story really quite long la, i wonder ppl got time to read so much meh??


Now is Tuesday la...i suddenly really wan to watch ‘龙虎们’ so i called sue who is located in sch. She agreed to watch with me...wow i was so happy..thx sue :)..after that nth special la..so jump

Wednesday, this goin to be a long paragraph...i went to sing k with my frens at piramid. But it is after i begged my mom the whole morning..haiz...hua li u must appreciate ar!!! after that we straight away when to eun's hse.. we sat there watching drama until 7sth, we drive to restaurant talipon which is located near my sch..hehe i havenn't been there with my frens be4.. we was 'enjoying' frying mutton, pork and Eun's favourite-sotong..unfortunately my hands scalded on my middle finger. :‘( this day we are actually celebrating huali's birthday...hope she will satisfied.原来那么短喔!!

Thursday...yeah...becoz yesterday we have eaten a lots of calories, we decide to go for morning walk in Bukit Jalil. Unforgiveable, Hua li n Jing Hsen late for 45mins. i have to wait for them for so long..but u know i m very kind ppl de...i won't scold ppl easily. We run up the hill once then we play with those equipments there. Hope i can lose some weight after this...

oh...sadly.. come to Friday adi, holidays goin to end la...tonight my dad suddenly brought us to the cinema. We bought 'snake on the plane' midnight show..after watching we go back n sleep la..i dun like the movie..coz i think is very cruel n sad.

Saturday, i went to midvally wif my family..there my mum have bought me 2 pants from samuel & kelvin..i like them very much..hehe.now is mega sales, almost the whole shop discount 50%. after day we went have our dinner at Tai Tong restaurant.

That's all in the holiday..i m quite enjoy this holiday but i din even touch my books...die la


Sunday, August 20, 2006

Sam LeE in Sg Wang

This is the 1st Sunday for the sch break...i was so happy and with the hope i will enjoy this holiday as much as possible. I woke up quite late in the morning...actually is almost noon liao...but nvm la.
So my dad bring us to his site near Port Klang area. Erm....in reality i dun like to go coz. It was very hot and sunny day. I was wearing my dad's extra large jeans to prevent from sun burn. How silly are we.. We Dun Even Have an UMBRELLA. Luckily, after being 'roasted pig' my dad brought us to a seafood restaurant. Yeah my dad ordered my favourite- sweet & sour crab.

Hehe..now is the main point liao...my brother and i together wif my 2 little sisters are heading to sungai wang at 2pm. We are goin to attend a taiwanese singer-SAM LEE. He is a fantastic and wonderful singer, he has a lovely voice. Besides that he had developed six songs out of ten songs in his album. He will be arriving there at 3pm. I bought his original cd on the spot. It was cheaper then cd shop. Meanwhile i get a free poster too...hehe

Sharp at 3pm..he shown up on the stage..we were shouting on him..and he wave his hand with me, when i was the only 1 waving hand with him...i was so touching at that moment. He presented 5 songs on the stage : 很想说关于你的歌痴心绝对最近(favourite song) and lastly 你那么爱她。It was very super standard singer..his won't play the cd sound..all is live.. i enjoy it everytime i hear him singing live. The 1st time i saw him perform was in genting MYFM 八周年台庆。I went there with my brother and cousin sis..hehe..so lucky we got free ticket from jolin's fans club..shhh !!! Dun let yan zi's fans club know that..i have to pretent jolin's fans that night..haha sound funny. 燕姿你知道吗你是最好的。。。哈哈

Ok let's back to Sam Lee。。。after singing he started to sign on his album. Remember i have just bought his album..so i queue up there waiting patiently. Finally, is my turn to go up there..my youngest sis followed me there..i got very excited until forget to talk to him...haiz..wasted liao..but nvm the minimum i managed to shake his hand..yeah

Thursday, August 17, 2006

i was supposed to reach sch be4 7am today for the singing rehersal due to the patriotic month, unfortunately i reached there about 7.15am and the presentation will start at 7.30. The worst part is i haven't memorise those lyrics. We will be singing 'kau ilhamku' and ' tanggal 31' in front of the whole sch. Be4 that i thought i would be very nervous in front of so many teachers and students, but when i was out there i dun even have the time to afraid...haha i just mumbling in the front...hoping nobody saw me...hehe..well our presentation was quite bad. Coz we were lack of pratises and we were not sure wat to do in front..PLUS the microphone din work....haiz....our lovely voices were covered by the music. It will be better if just listen to the cd. whatever la..every year aso lidat de..is a compulsary 4 lower six students.

Dunno y today i was unhappy in sch...weird..but i can still control my emotion.

After sch i rush back home coz i m giving a form 3 girl tuition. Althought i dun have experience in teaching but i will try my best. She was my 1st student..At !st i was so happy coz there is someone who trust me..hehe. Unfortunately..I was wrong. She was force to come to my house by her parents. Yesterday was the 1st time i meet her. When i invite her to come in ..form her face emotion i know she was unwilling. OK..soon all settle down. i gave her a set of Bm question. I was so shocked when i marked her paper..It was almost all wrong (PMR is just around the corner). The worst part was she dun even listen me when i try to explain to her. Everytime she tried to fight back with me in CHINESE. so i just calm down and ignore her meanwhile hoping the tuition time to end faster.

Oh...today is the 2nd time i met her...this time i m very smart. i just let her do geography and history exercises herself(meanwhile i m reading story book). Surprisingly, She marked it herself n let me see her result...Later i figure it out....conclusion is she dun like other languages besides MANDARIN. HAiz...dunno how to help her...actually she is a smart girl but very stubborn.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Sorry....

It has been long time i din post here..Today is not a ordinary Wednesday for me. I have duty after sch in the library every wed but today i m goin to attend 'Road Safety Club' as a future VICE PRESIDENT..wOw...i can't imagine i could get a post that high...althought i always wish to get a post so that i can fully involve in the club activities. Yes!!! i have done it...congatulation to myself.

Today's meeting i have learned a lot of things about how to run a Club...There are plenty of things i have to plan for the club. e.g. activities in sch, contest either in sch or outside, trip( planing to sepang F1 track..hope can go :p), exihibition day, and others. To organise this things we have to get the sch permission by sending letters. So can u imagine how many work to do...but i will try my best.

So i skipped my duty today..I will sure replace it soon. Haiz...I have to left poor eun alone in the PS2. Beside that wat could I do. I MUST attend the meeting. I told her that i might get up to the libriry if the meeting ended earlier. However, the meeting ended at 3.45pm. Inside my brain i am thinking eun sure went back adi coz she said she will come and find us but she din turn out. So i quickily rush to the PS2 to get my bag. By the time i reached there i saw my belongings was placed outside the PS2 then i thought eun had closed the PS2 and left..then i rushed down coz my frens were waiting down there.

Suddenly i heard someone shouted my name...Guest wat eun still there..she was very mad. I think is becoz i just run away without knowing she was still waiting for me gua..i aso not sure de..At the moment i dunno wat to do......Haiz......so i kept waiting for her to come down again. I tried to talk to her..hoping that she will release her anger.At here i would like to apologize to eun...Sorry :(

After that we went o McD again..Yes AGAIN!!! we always go to McD. We chit-chat there until 5.30. Before go back, i accompany eun to a music sch. Hehe..at there i get to know there is 1 set of drum only selling on RM1050( i think still can get discount) it was the cheapest so far wat i found out....but my family sure din encourage me to buy it.

Oh ya...i left a very important thing. I was buli by 1 boy...that i nearly couldn't sabar adi. It's not the 1st time adi..When i think back that a Black belt holder in taekwondo buli-ed my someone..i will become very angry. However!!! i will still sabar..coz i dun like to involve in any quarrel or fighting. But i told myself this is the LAST time...i would keep quiet the next time.

but still wat can i do if got the next time....fight back??...dunno
have to ZZzzzZZ liao la

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Tuesday again...on one hand i like tuesday coz i will not feel boring..i have guitar and taekwondo class..whenever i finished attending those classes, i felt very happy. But on the other hand, i hate tuesday too...hehe coz i can have my nice and sweet nap :'(

Yesterday my sch was exhibition day...everyone was damn busy decorating the class except my frens and i, hanging around in the sch...but in the end i aso managed to help out some by painting cartoon on student's hand..dunno they like my artistic drawing or not..hehe

The exhibition end up at 2pm..after clean up art room i went to find some frens who is the girls guide.. i volunteer to help her by carrying tables to blok G..hehe..now is my time to show my muscle. Maybe is ' hao xin you hao pao' Mr Lim treated us drinks. But.. swt''' we have no topic to chat wif. wat a weird atmosphere there.

Yeah!! The interesting part coming......
My fren treat me McD. Coz she won the champion in both ping pong and running event. Wow so geng!!! I din know she was so geng de last time.. Thx..yan leng for the McD :)

That's all for now. ^@.@^

Saturday, July 22, 2006

~Cool~~ Day~ :p

I feel very relax on friday. Especially the last period, i mood will automatically become good...After sch my frens and i have planned a whole day journey...hehe..At first i followed Hua li's car to Jing Hsen's hse while eun was having a meeting in sch. I was sitting in JH's hse living room whereas she was bathing. So i looked around her hse and found her mother keep her hse clean and tidy.

The next station will be eun's hse...At her house the most popular mammal...is her dog ' bebe' we kept playing around wif 'her'. Atfer that we left for Midvalley. We got our tickets before have drinks at Kim Gary. We entered the cinema at 5.20pm. Yeah... finally can watch Pirates of The Carribean 2 liao...Yippee. I really enjoyed in there.

O..the final location for tonight was my hse. We bought some pasta's ingredients at Carefour before goin home. As a successful chef( at home) , i cooked pasta for them. Phew...Luckily it's still with my standard (pai seh). Furthermore, i set up the karaoke for them. We sang happily althought the environment was not as good as red box. It was still quite early for us at 12 sth. So we played cards in my room. Hehe i managed to learn some guitar skill from eun (Jay's song-qing tian) only the introduction melody. I m satified with that.

Our Friday's journey ends at 2sth...BYe...

Monday, July 17, 2006

Special Monday...

Wat made it so special about today??
  1. My mum brought me to sch coz my bro dun have class in the morning....haha
  2. I brought hp to sch but...put in yan's car.
  3. We brought the last 3 MUET books from the bookstore before it out of stock..hehe how lucky are we.
  4. Yan told me that she has created a blog unfortunately she din give me the blog name... Haiz..onli get eunice______.blogspot.com. I tried and tried but still can't figure it out. Pls tell me la......yan yan.
  5. After sch i have joined a trip organised by art club.. we went to University Lim kok Wing. The U is fulled of creativity...the building, student's style......many many. But the fees are very expensive too...hehe
  6. I reached home at about 5pm...very tired.
  7. At 7.30pm i m still waiting my bro to come back coz i wan to drive his car to OUG...one of my fren's birthday...although i din buy him any present but...at least i wished him happy birthday la...haha..
At 10 sth Yan used my car to send Jing Hsen back near Kuchai area..then i went back home safely...damn fatigue...i din even do my hw, straight away go to bed.....ZZzzzZZzzz

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Sad :'(

It was a quite busy Saturday for me....My parent was not at home yesterday. This morning i woke up at 7.30am, at the time my bro went to sch. At 8am i woke my youngest sister coz she is having tuition class at 9am. Then i went out to buy some food and fresh vegetable....suddenly feel like a aunty..Haiz..

At 11am i went to hospital again together with my sis. I stay there until my bro come and fetch me. I am thinking to watch ' Pirates of The Carribean 2: Dead man's Chest' since yesterday night. But my mum din allow me to go with my frens..so i canceled the plan..Sorry... When i came out from the Sunway Hospital, i called Eunice that i could watch the 2.45pm show...unfortunately she said she has meeting at 4pm..At that time i was so dissapointed..that's still nvm for me...

I want to watch it at IOI Mall coz it's near my house...but then i found out that nobody could accompany me...I feel i m so pity...Haiz...sobbed...sobbed...My tear nearly drop out.

My Tenth Post

Yeah i could drive to sch today...it is a manual car..i m so nervous. Before i reached my sch i still can't make up my mind whether where to parked my car( my sch front gate or other where else). As the result i parked in front of my sch. I m scare to drive up the slope. My sch is like located in a valley.

Hehe guest wat..i asked my friend, Yan Yan( she said prefer ppl to call her this name..haha) to drive for me. We went to OUG to buy some fried 'nian gao' i had been thinking this food for 1 month adi..Finally i could taste it today. I bought some to my frens at sch too. We are rushing to sch coz one of my frens will represent or class for ping pong competition...but she was disqualified coz she was late. Haiz...nvm la we will try harder in basketball.

We went to 'Tian Yuan Cafe' at last. We had some drinks and snacks there...I ordered tiramisu drinks..Nice everyone should try that. Hang there until 3.30pm then we decided to leave...Hehe maybe is the drink made me feel dizzy.. i will feel that after drinking coffee.

In the evening, i followed my mum to hospital. Besides that we packed our dinner there and ate it together with my poor daddy.. the doctor said tomorrow he could go home...yeah finally can return home la....

Thursday, July 13, 2006

TiMe PaSsed FaSt

Have u seen 'The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift'? In this movie the racers are always living in a world of racing...I feel that in the real world. Although we dun have to risk our life in car racing, we are racing against each other no matter what it is. For example result, wealthy, reputation, dominion power...etc. Everyone is very hardworking except me...my body is all covered with lazy worms. I haven't practice my guitar neither my taekwondo...Haiz..

Without being aware, the time passed days by days... today is thursday, after a while it will start a new week again. I must used the time wisely...

I went to hospital after return from tuition...Hope my dad will recovered as soon as posible.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Tuesday with Lilian

It was a rainy day this morning. I dun feel to wake up when my mum was yelling at me to wake up...it is best to sleep while rainning...Haiz, i have no choice but to wake up. Yeah! i m driving to sch today(actually is every Tuesday i will drive coz my bro dun have class in the morning).

Luckily when i was driving the rain become smaller and smaller then it stopped. If not i will be wet when i walk into the sch. I felt weird today coz i can hardly concentrate when the teacher is teaching. Besides that i feel i m a annoying person to others. One of my friend also agreed with me. I think i must be quiet a bit...but is hard for me, i will try my best to stop talking nonsense althought i m extremely bored.

After sch, actually i wan to join my friends for lunch but i know my mum sure will scold me after that...Haiz...so i forced to go home. Eunice,I promised next time i will join de. I had a short nap before attending my guitar class.

I am damn nervous to attend the class coz..i am not a talented person in music..I had been practising at home but i still failed to played it smoothly..i guess i have to practise even more harder.

I reached home at around 6.15pm. I quickily have my dinner so that the food able to digest before i attend another class- taekwondo. It was very tired when training time...my instructor is goin to train me very hard as i m goin to participate in a tournament on Dec. I spared with a boy in the class. Hehe..my instructor praised me. He said i have shown improvement in my sparing skill.

That's my Tuesday Life. Packed and tiring but i enjoyed it.......